Organic Chemistry.

Just finished my KOT 121- Organic Chemistry I Exam.
Felt like i am not talented in Chemistry.
Besides, i am also not so passionate and enthusiastic to study Organic Chemistry.
So, i wish this will be the last time i took Organic Chemistry paper.
And next semester i am going to have Inorganic Chemistry paper still.

Anyway, i felt extremely passionate to study about Biology related things.
Looks like i have made a wise choice during course selection.
Each time i also felt like want to know more about Biology stuffs.
And this kind of feeling never exist towards Chemistry during my University life.

Meanwhile, I did my Organic Chemistry not so well today.
I wish at least i can acquire 3.00 and above and i will be satisfied for that.
The coming subjects will be Academic English (Ignored) and Ecology.
I was preparing to give the BEST SHOT!
Hopefully everything can goes well.
All the best everybody! :)

p/s: Let the sadness flow, let the happiness stay.
This is the signifcance of life.
Let bygones be bygones.
Never look back once you have try your best. No more disappointment left.

New Year Approaching.

It's has been quite a long time i haven't pay a visit here.
So, how's everything going to everyone? Is everybody fine here? :)

1 more day to reach the new year, 2014.
2013 was a great year for me.
Basically...
I'd to express my gratitude towards the fate for giving me such opportunity...
to further my study in USM and also acquire the course that i like it so much...
Anyway, it's not easy despite what i was studying are the things that i like so much...
These are subjects that i took during this semester.

As you can see, this is the examination slip, and i am going to attend the exam so soon...
Struggling still... for 21 credits...
Because of BOI 105, i can only go back to celebrate Chinese New Year during 30 of January.
During the day that we are going to have reunion dinner!! How lucky?!! =.=
BOI 105 is a field trip that we are going to carry out in Muka Head and also at USM Biology Lab for 2 weeks!

Anyway...
I was glad to be here. To be the university student for 1st semester.
I like to study about Microbiology: Bacteria, Archae, Fungi, Virus, Protozoa, etc.
I like to study about Zoology: Porifera, Cnideria, Ctenophora, Plathyhelminthes, Nematodes, Annelids, Arthropods, Echinoderms, Chordates etc.
I like to study about Botany: Bryophytes, Pteridophytes, Coniferophytes, Angiospermophytes etc.
I like to study about Biostatistics: Hypothesis testing, ANOVA, Regression, Correlation, etc.
I like to study about everything i  need to except for Core Entreprenuership, which is a compulsory subject to be taken.
I hate it because it's totally useless for me and i feel like i gain nothing for taking such subject.

Even though it's so and so busy, still, i tried to search for the enjoyment within the university and around Penang. :p
K and Cinema are undeniable :D

New Year is coming! Happy New Year and have a great year 2014 :D

USM TAJMA Test

Before we enter USM, TAJMA test must be done in order to make us understand more towards our own personality and suitable career for the future...
So, below was my results, it's kinda accurate :D

Personal Profile :

HIGH SCORE You tend to be someone who likes to use your mind and think critically. You seem to be highly sensitive to the environment and people around you. In most situations, you like to make deep observation toward situations or things that happens around you. You also seem to always do deep analytical thinking before making any important decision. You tend to be someone who possess high leadership traits. You like challenges, able to convince people and always promote a dynamic personality. In most situations, you prefer to take the lead role rather than being a follower. You are driven by the need to be productive and active. You are most likely to demonstrate a high level of self-resiliency in terms of physical, mental and emotional. You tend to be highly motivated and disciplined in your work. You are self-motivated and is not easily influenced or manipulated by others. In most situations, you are willing to work long hours and under pressure.Often times you are tough-minded, independent, determined, committed and perseverance. You tend to be someone who is very warm, kind hearted, emphatic. You also seems to be sensitive and responsive toward self and other people feelings. You seems to be very interested in doing community work and helping other people. You are easy going and friendly. You are very likely to demonstrate a very high interest in activities that challenge your mental abilities. In most situations, you do not like to do routine work or activities. You are likely to present your views or opinions critically. You have the capacity to do critical or abstract thinking. You tend to be a highly task-oriented person. Tends to suggest a high achiever and adventurous person. You demonstrate a high level of self-confidence. You may not like working with others who are not equally as achievement oriented. You hold on firmly to your belief and will not let go until your goal is accomplished. AVERAGE SCORE You are likely to be quite assertive in most situations. At times you can be a demanding and domineering person when under pressure. But on many occasions you are able to compromise and follow the group decision. You have the capacity to present yourself well in social settings. You tend to be calm and careful when dealing with other people. However, you may be quite expressive when you are needed to do so. Likely to be quite friendly and warm with people who are close to you. You are most likely to be quite open-minded and get along well with others. However, you may be someone who is creative, imaginative and artistic. You are generally felt more comfortable to communicate with people who are close to you and in small groups. You are likely to be a quite responsible, dependable and trustful. In most situation, you tend to be quite willingly to sacrifice your time and effort to carry assigned jobs and duties. In most situations you tend to be willingly perform your duties and tasks well. However, you may compromise your integrity when it involves personal interest. LOW SCORE However, you tend to be a positive thinker and demonstrate a high level of self-esteem. You present yourself well in public and projecting an air of self-confidence. You are not easily perturbed with critics and negative perceptions towards you. You are self-assured and certain of own ability and success.  Your 3 Letter Code : ISR = 44 28 18 Career Dreams                           Lecturer,Microbiologist,Researcher Your Suitable Careers Dentist, Food Technologist, Dermatologist, Research Dietitian, Safety Engineer, Mineralogist, Ophthalmologist, Osteopthic Physician, Paleontologist, Sanitarian (Professional and Kindred), Acupressurist, Audiologist, Cardiopulmonary Technologist, Chiropractor, Airport Engineer, Documentation Engineer, Transportation Engineer, Exercise Physiologist, Food Tester, Private Duty Nurse, Surgical Technician. Your Suitabel Educational Field Audiology/Hearing Sciences, Business Systems Analysis and Design, Cardiovascular Technology/Technician, Chiropractic (D.C., D.C.M.), Econometrics and Quantitative Economics, General Management Information Systems and Business Data Processing, Medical Nutrition, Osteopathic Medicine (D.O.), Perfusion Technology/Technician, Pre-Dentistry Studies, Radiation Biology/Radiobiology, Speech-Language Pathology and Audiology, Transportation and Highway Engineering Suggested Activities During Leisure Prospecting / Hobby Mining, Wildlife rehabilitation, Adult Education, Contract Bridge, Historic person fan clubs, Historical organizations, Medieval studies, Peace Organizations, Printing history, Self-help groups

University of Science Malaysia

This post should be posted since last month...

As the title suggested, i am going to further my study in USM at 1st September 2013...
After 1 and half year of diligence, eventually USM was awarded to me...

Days are getting near and nearer, i am going to leave my home so soon...

I am reluctant to leave, but it is a must... 

It is a process that must be undergone to make me independent...

Going to be 21... Need to learn so much of things...

Just let it be... 

2 Years Ago...

Time flies... I just can't believe that i've finished my STPM!

I remembered 2 years ago... 

at this moment...

I am still wondering on...
where to go ?
what to choose?
after i acquired my SPM results...

Matric?
Diploma?
Foundation?
Bla bla bla?

but eventually i chose STPM...

And...

I never regret for making this decision...

For now... again... i am on the horn of dilemma ...

What course to chose? 

Where to study? 

Can my results fulfill the requirements?

Can i acquire that particular course if i apply for it?

...

...

So many questions that i don't even know on how to answer...

Just...

I wish i won't take the path wrongly...

After STPM Results...

Just acquired my STPM results...
The results...
suit myself and...
i got no more disappointment...

And...
I could see vividly that which path should be taken by me myself...
Just...
This path is no longer straight... but spirally bend...

I believe i will return to the actual path that i want to take...
but with different ways...
No matter how much hardships i need to face...
Yet...
All of them will be overcome...

Trust me, i'll be right back here...

The Road Not Taken...

Two roads diverged in a yellow wood,
And sorry I could not travel both
And be one traveler, long I stood
And looked down one as far as I could
To where it bent in the undergrowth;

Then took the other, as just as fair,
And having perhaps the better claim
Because it was grassy and wanted wear,
Though as for that the passing there
Had worn them really about the same,

And both that morning equally lay
In leaves no step had trodden black.
Oh, I marked the first for another day!
Yet knowing how way leads on to way
I doubted if I should ever come back.

I shall be telling this with a sigh
Somewhere ages and ages hence:
Two roads diverged in a wood, and I,
I took the one less traveled by !
And that has made all the difference. 

Suddenly miss this poem so much, since i face the same situation as Robert Frost...
Currently, i am applying UPU and USM courses...
Even though the results haven't declared yet still...
But i've already filled in my choices... 
How impressive huh?Actually, i could estimate the CGPA that i would get... 
Even if the results haven't annouced... So that i could be so decisive!

Meanwhile, i am applying for some jobs...
A secret job, i will tell whenever i am hired...
Hehe... just wait and see what i am going to be next!
What a boring holiday... long and tedious...I need to do something exciting please!
Don't want to be frog in the well any longer :)
To be continued...

Oh, almost forgot, happy new year 2013...for all my best friends :)Wish you all the best in this new and wonderful year of 2013!

End...

Officially announced... i am no longer a Pre-U student...
Who am i then? yes... i am going to be a University student... :)

Well, it's kinda late now... but i can't sleep properly...
That's why i am here... :D
Actually, i wish to write this passage for quite long time ago...
But i just start to write it for now... as i am getting some kinda rusty after STPM...
Heyhey!

Well... after STPM... my only feeling for this exam is... MATHS is tough!
I wish things can be better than what i expected when i acquired my result..
I've already tried my best... so... just forget about it...
Now... I am going to start my moldy holiday for approximately 9 months!

What should i do during this holiday?
or what can i do? i was still wondering... when i get it, i will tell ya?
Anyway... i am going to Kuala Lumpur for this thursday...
Wish I could discover a lot and a lot of things that i desire to purchase for at there...


To Be Continued...

Gummy Dummy...

It's 3:00a.m. and i couldn't sleep... 
it doesn't mean that i am not sleepy...
yes i do... and i feel EXTREMELY DROWSY... 
but my mind just can't get enough rest...

Suprisingly, i am backed to here again :)
Not much to mention, but just to update my blog...
As you can see, the table below shows the timetable for the papers that i haven't take...
I am very relaxed, you see... that's why i am here! haha


29 NOVEMBER 2012 2:00-4:30 BIOLOGY 2

3 DISEMBER 2012 2:00-5:00 MATHEMATICS T 1

5 DISEMBER 2012 8:00-10:00 PENGAJIAN AM 1

6 DISEMBER 2012 8:00-11:00 MATHEMATICS T 2

              2:00-3:45 CHEMISTRY 1

Tomorrow will be my Biology paper 2, i wish everything could be fine...
finish 3 papers already, i think i've already tried my best...
Hope i can get the best too :)

Anyway, my mind just can't get enough rest since i keep on thinking for what to do for the next day...
but during the next day, i just can't fulfill the task that i set for myself...
and this happen almost everyday...
my life's kinda gummy dummy during the examination...
as you can see, doing is so much better than thinking and planning    :(

Well, guess i need to stop here...
All the best for you all :)
STPM's going to end soon... YAHOOO!!!!
7 days left!!

p/s: i was too relax and i wish the exam can gimme some pressure but not gimme a break!!

ETR for STPM 2012
Pengajian Am   B+
Mathematics T   B
Chemistry   A-
Biology   A-

Wish i could achieve this ETR!

Beginning of October...

September ended... what will be coming next?

Well, today was mid-autumn festival... as usual...
i celebrated this special day with my family and relatives...
it is a real nice day though... appreciable moments...
as perhaps this would be my final year to be in my hometown to celebrate mid-autumn festival...
i wonder next year where would i be?

Meanwhile, today was the last day for september...
tomorrow will be 1st day for october...
a new month... a new beginning and a new chapter...
for my study status... currently i just settled one subject... e.g. Chemistry...
from october onward... i need to tackle another 3 subjects...
in which 2 i am quite weak in...
i wish i could overcome this herculean task...
so that my further path would be smoother...
as form 6 has trained me to get stronger... more mature... and more tolerant and rational...

Anyway... there is only 1 more month left for me to stay in my school...
i will be graduated so soon...
When i think of this merry news... i would get elated and excited...
Haha... can't wait for that day to come...
Anyway...
Not much days left for STPM to approach...

I am quite ambivalent...
I wish the time passes in faster way... so that i can get graduated...
But at the same time... i wish the time stays longer...
so that i would have more times to study...
So ridiculous huh? Haha...

Guess this would be my last passage before STPM finished...
Well... November would be a month that is fulled with exams...
Wish everything can be alright...
take care... all my friends! :)
Have a good time in october...