Gummy Dummy...

It's 3:00a.m. and i couldn't sleep... 
it doesn't mean that i am not sleepy...
yes i do... and i feel EXTREMELY DROWSY... 
but my mind just can't get enough rest...

Suprisingly, i am backed to here again :)
Not much to mention, but just to update my blog...
As you can see, the table below shows the timetable for the papers that i haven't take...
I am very relaxed, you see... that's why i am here! haha


29 NOVEMBER 2012 2:00-4:30 BIOLOGY 2

3 DISEMBER 2012 2:00-5:00 MATHEMATICS T 1

5 DISEMBER 2012 8:00-10:00 PENGAJIAN AM 1

6 DISEMBER 2012 8:00-11:00 MATHEMATICS T 2

              2:00-3:45 CHEMISTRY 1

Tomorrow will be my Biology paper 2, i wish everything could be fine...
finish 3 papers already, i think i've already tried my best...
Hope i can get the best too :)

Anyway, my mind just can't get enough rest since i keep on thinking for what to do for the next day...
but during the next day, i just can't fulfill the task that i set for myself...
and this happen almost everyday...
my life's kinda gummy dummy during the examination...
as you can see, doing is so much better than thinking and planning    :(

Well, guess i need to stop here...
All the best for you all :)
STPM's going to end soon... YAHOOO!!!!
7 days left!!

p/s: i was too relax and i wish the exam can gimme some pressure but not gimme a break!!

ETR for STPM 2012
Pengajian Am   B+
Mathematics T   B
Chemistry   A-
Biology   A-

Wish i could achieve this ETR!

Beginning of October...

September ended... what will be coming next?

Well, today was mid-autumn festival... as usual...
i celebrated this special day with my family and relatives...
it is a real nice day though... appreciable moments...
as perhaps this would be my final year to be in my hometown to celebrate mid-autumn festival...
i wonder next year where would i be?

Meanwhile, today was the last day for september...
tomorrow will be 1st day for october...
a new month... a new beginning and a new chapter...
for my study status... currently i just settled one subject... e.g. Chemistry...
from october onward... i need to tackle another 3 subjects...
in which 2 i am quite weak in...
i wish i could overcome this herculean task...
so that my further path would be smoother...
as form 6 has trained me to get stronger... more mature... and more tolerant and rational...

Anyway... there is only 1 more month left for me to stay in my school...
i will be graduated so soon...
When i think of this merry news... i would get elated and excited...
Haha... can't wait for that day to come...
Anyway...
Not much days left for STPM to approach...

I am quite ambivalent...
I wish the time passes in faster way... so that i can get graduated...
But at the same time... i wish the time stays longer...
so that i would have more times to study...
So ridiculous huh? Haha...

Guess this would be my last passage before STPM finished...
Well... November would be a month that is fulled with exams...
Wish everything can be alright...
take care... all my friends! :)
Have a good time in october...

58 days...

58 days left... officially announced as the 1st day of STPM 2012 exam...
The timetable for STPM 2012 is as follow...


19 NOVEMBER 2012 PENGAJIAN AM 2
20 NOVEMBER 2012 BIOLOGY 1
21 NOVEMBER 2012 CHEMISTRY 2
29 NOVEMBER 2012 BIOLOGY 2
3 DECEMBER 2012 MATHEMATICS T 1
5 DECEMBER 2012 PENGAJIAN AM 1
6 DECEMBER 2012 MATHEMATICS T 2, CHEMISTRY 1

Quite suprising huh? the arrangement for the timetable is damn weird...
i am really speechless to comment about a single thing...

Anyway, my trial result declared... it is not a satisfactory result...
I really need to work harder... at least try my best to score for highest during the real STPM exam...
so that only i could apply for the courses that i aimed for...
This time... my obtained result was as follow...


PENGAJIAN AM   C+    
MATHEMATICS T D
CHEMISTRY     A-
BIOLOGY A-  

My maths sucks huh?
improving... improving... haha...
Well, next time u will see it turns better...
in STPM... hehe!
i am coming STPM 2012!
All the best for everyone who's taking exam for this year :)

Ultimately... trial...

Finally... my form 6 life is going to come to an end...
What i need to face for now... is only trial and real STPM exam...

Time flies... now august is going to come to an end...
Form 6 syllabus finished about 95%...
Practical done, Mathematics done, General paper done, Biology done...
The only subject left is Chemistry...

What i've experienced for so far is... form 6 never be tough...
just the only thing is... we need to be very hardworking...
as the syllabus was too wide... we need to spend a lot of times for that...
Now... i am going to face my trial exam which will be on this 26 AUGUST...
i wish everything would be fine...
as i still got a lot to study...
Chemistry, Biology, Mathematics, General Paper...
i think i only finish 1% of revision for them...
Hehe...
But i never be tension...
i wish i could be tension a little bit... so that i would study harder =.=||
anyway... i'll try my best for that...

Gladly, i still have around 1 more months to stay at chung hwa...
after this i'll be full of liberty and my hair... can keep it longer already! Yahooo~~~
Good luck, everybody...
I am approching, STPM!
94 days left :)

Approaching...

Time goes forward, but never reverse...

I just can't believe that, now's the end of july...
Time passes too fast, and i was unable to chase...

Syllabus processing quite okay... 
just Chemistry...
still got organic and inorganic Chemistry left...

In term of confidence,
for Chemistry, should be no problem...
for Biology, quite okay, just too much to study...
for General Paper, need to have more practice...
while Mathematics T, i guess it is half dead...
i guess i need to spend more time in maths after the syllabus is completed...

Recently, friends of mine who's pursuing stpm is getting less and less...
esp. science stream... some of them went to ipg, some of them went to spa and etc.
i wish all of them good luck...
stpm candidates are getting less and less...
i wish this year stpm result won't the worst in decade...

Meanwhile, upu and usm results annouced recently...
the results are not as good as expected...
most of my seniors, esp. stpm graduated students...
who're expected to get critical courses like medicine, pharmacy, dentistry...
don't even get a shit thing...
for instance, last year chung hwa top students...
who obtained 3.92 for her stpm 2012
just acquired Biotechnology in Sabah...
she should get those glamour field isn't it?
but who knows?
just because we need to compete with matriculation students...
we can't even get the glamour courses that we dreamed for...
no matter how diligent are we...
quite desperate huh?
i just can't imagine how about my batch...
even though i didn't aim for those kind of courses...

No matter how, i will still perform the best of me in stpm exam...
don't think at the results... as long as i tried my best...
anyway... i am interested with microbiology, parasitology, forensic science and chemistry for recent time...
i would aim for those kind of courses...
even though it is not as glamour as medical field...
but these are my interests... who cares?
just cheers :)

p/s: congratz to yang and han whose obtained pharmacy and chemical engineering respectively for their degree study! Next year i wish all of you would congratz me like this too okay? if only if i obtained the courses that i desired for :)

Results...

This is my overall result for taking 4 times exam...the most vivid and well-improved result would be maths-t...
the others... does not really show improvement but worse than previous time...
anyway... finally my cgmp goes up... so glad for that :)
i am on my way to 3.0 and above!

A New Beginning...

After MAY... June... can consider as a new semester... 
Lower six students will enter... real exam comes nearer and nearer...

What i can say for now is... times FLY...
I can't really chase the time... i was too slow... perhaps...
Now... i am revising CHEMISTRY... because of the nightmare that i had during APRIL...
I hope next time... i was able to climb up the ladder for a better grade in CHEMISTRY...

Now, i would like to talk about the syllabus left (that the teachers haven't teach)...
General paper... no comment...
Mathematics T... Differentiation, Integration, Vectors and Differential Equation left...
Chemistry... almost finish Physical Chemistry... just Thermochemistry left... then Organic Chemistry (10 chapters) and Inorganic Chemistry...
Biology... just finish Physiology... will enter Genetics later on... the chapters left would be Genetics, Evolution, Ecology...
There're still quite a lot ya? I hope... the syllabus is able to be finished before STPM...
Let's keep the momentum up everybody... together we can achieve this... :)

Finish EXAM...

Fuhhh... finally... i finished my second evaluation...
guess what will i obtain for the 4 subjects?

For this time exam, i didn't prepare well...
and when i go into the hall for taking the exam... i know what's going to happen next...
the worst subject would be CHEMISTRY... i didn't finish the syllabus that's going to be asked...
Ksp... i got all wrong... because i skipped that part when i revising...
Essays... teacher complaint about me cause i wrote too much unrelevant things...
Eventually... i get a B for my CHEMISTRY... how sad... i never get this bad before...
Come on... at least give me a B+... last time i used to obtain A- then B+ then... Zzzz

Anyway... my MATHEMATICS shows some improvements... from D upgrade to C+ (1.33 to 2.33)...
quite happy with that... i believe i can do better if i am more meticulous...
for the other 2 subjects... it is not distributed yet still... but i believe... it is going to be bad...
basically... cause i am not well-prepared... secondly... cause i never show initiative to improve it...
I hope next time... i will be better for all the 4 subjects!

i will try again and again... and i will start doing my preparation for STPM...
It is MAY now...there's still 6 MONTHS left for STPM to come...
Keep this momentum up everybody... esp. STPM candidates...

P/S: Happy graduated for my friends... FAT YANG and HAN...
Hope you two can acquire the courses that you two would like to study...
i am going to graduate too... but after 5 more months... :)

Finishing...

Finally... i've done my dissection practical provided with the report...

i just don't like to do this kind of experiment... basically, it is too cruel for me...

secondly, it has awful view and smell... thirdly, we need to draw...

I am not good in drawing, that's why i hate it so much... and...

We need to spend approximately 3 hours to finish the report...

Finish dissection practical, then come again another ecology practical which will be conducted during MAY holiday...

and this will be the last compulsory practical for Biology... i am so glad for this...

Chemistry... there's about 8 compulsory practical left... i hope it can be completed as soon as possible... so i can relieve myself...

Exam steps nearer and nearer to me... and still i am not well-prepared...

I hope everything can be fine after this...

for cocurriculum, i wish it can stop as soon as possible so i can fully concentrate on academic...

Times fly, without stop...

Lower 6 is going to enter the school so soon... during that time... the time will go faster than expected!

i still have 6 more months left for graduate and 218 days left for STPM!

I just can't believe that... i am going to be university student so soon...

so... which university student will i be?

难度 ★ ★ ★ ★ ★

终于。。。终于。。。我领悟到了STPM的难处。。。

其实它并不是真的很难。。。只是。。。它包含的范围太广大了。。。

四月的考试。。。是FULL PAPER。。。真期待看看我会考个什么回来 =.=

哎。。。我还有堆积如山的课业还没复习。。。

生物17课，化学(PHYSICAL和INORGANIC)，数学12课。。。

听似很少，看似很少，但读的时候。。。真的是多到。。。

我都不懂该从哪里开始啊~怎么办。。。

但。。。只要想到我6个月后就毕业。。。真的是HAPPY到。。。

还没考STPM前我就已经在PLAN以后该读那个科系了呢。。。

哈哈。。。。我是不是该做的却又不去做。。。该想的却又不去想。。。

却只会在这里幻想“未来”。。。哈哈。。。

我得去K书了。。。大家加油。。。

P/S:

今天刚听到一个很令人难过的消息。。。

曾经教过我科技英文的老师。。。刚刚撞车去世了。。。

“老师。。。即使您已离开我们，但您的精神永远都与我们同在。

回忆如此灿烂，因为曾经有你的出现，安息吧！老师。。。”