Finishing...

Finally... i've done my dissection practical provided with the report...

i just don't like to do this kind of experiment... basically, it is too cruel for me...

secondly, it has awful view and smell... thirdly, we need to draw...

I am not good in drawing, that's why i hate it so much... and...

We need to spend approximately 3 hours to finish the report...

Finish dissection practical, then come again another ecology practical which will be conducted during MAY holiday...

and this will be the last compulsory practical for Biology... i am so glad for this...

Chemistry... there's about 8 compulsory practical left... i hope it can be completed as soon as possible... so i can relieve myself...

Exam steps nearer and nearer to me... and still i am not well-prepared...

I hope everything can be fine after this...

for cocurriculum, i wish it can stop as soon as possible so i can fully concentrate on academic...

Times fly, without stop...

Lower 6 is going to enter the school so soon... during that time... the time will go faster than expected!

i still have 6 more months left for graduate and 218 days left for STPM!

I just can't believe that... i am going to be university student so soon...

so... which university student will i be?

难度 ★ ★ ★ ★ ★

终于。。。终于。。。我领悟到了STPM的难处。。。

其实它并不是真的很难。。。只是。。。它包含的范围太广大了。。。

四月的考试。。。是FULL PAPER。。。真期待看看我会考个什么回来 =.=

哎。。。我还有堆积如山的课业还没复习。。。

生物17课，化学(PHYSICAL和INORGANIC)，数学12课。。。

听似很少，看似很少，但读的时候。。。真的是多到。。。

我都不懂该从哪里开始啊~怎么办。。。

但。。。只要想到我6个月后就毕业。。。真的是HAPPY到。。。

还没考STPM前我就已经在PLAN以后该读那个科系了呢。。。

哈哈。。。。我是不是该做的却又不去做。。。该想的却又不去想。。。

却只会在这里幻想“未来”。。。哈哈。。。

我得去K书了。。。大家加油。。。

P/S:

今天刚听到一个很令人难过的消息。。。

曾经教过我科技英文的老师。。。刚刚撞车去世了。。。

“老师。。。即使您已离开我们，但您的精神永远都与我们同在。

回忆如此灿烂，因为曾经有你的出现，安息吧！老师。。。”

STPM 2011... then?

STPM 2011 result released... i could see some of my seniors were so happy...

and some... were so down...

next year will be my turn...

what will i get? what would be my reaction after receiving the result?

well... basically... let's talk about the STPM result which was just annouced by today...

in my school...

there was no one obtain 4 flags for this year... highest would be 3.92...

guess what subject is the KILLER?

ya... you are right... it is BIOLOGY...

most of the candidates were killed by BIOLOGY...

there is no one get A for BIOLOGY this year...

i have gone through STPM 2011 BIOLOGY paper...

i think it is not tough... but why did this happened?

perhaps the range of the mark to get A for BIOLOGY was damn HIGH~

or the scheme of marking was too STRICT?

hardly expected... i hope next year will be better...

for the other subject, like MATHEMATICS T... the results are quite good... more than 10 people score A i think...

CHEMISTRY... better than previous year... about 6 people score A...

GENERAL PAPER... very good... 68 people score A and A- for this year :)

anyway... congratz for those who obtain high pointer for STPM result...

and for those who get the result which are not so satisfied... please cheer up...

you can be better after this... as long as you are willing to be :)

STPM 2011 lasted until today... next will be my turn... STPM 2012...

i am on my way...

Alien?!!

Am i alien?

i am always, the abandoned one...

i am always, the isolated one...
i am always, the forgotten one...
i am always, the invincible one...

How sad huh? when you see what i've been written...

Anyway, i never feel so...

This is my fate, my destiny...

I never feel like want to change anything... because i prefer to be isolated, abandoned and forgotten...

I do trust the power of NATURE...

I believe... the best way to be happy is to let things be natural...

Just because of nature then only we do survive, right?

Do not change the nature...

If you do... then you are no more who you are...

Be who you are and proud to be who you are...

Trust me, i never feel sad... really...

失眠。。。

近来我都很早醒。。。不知是何缘故。。。

经常都发噩梦而被惊醒。。。而且每次都在凌晨四五点的时候。。。

而这时候的我。。。无可奈何。。。惟有。。。

我发现我最近都很喜欢看书。。。

严重怀疑自己得了不轻的恋书症。。。

每次只要失眠。。。我就会K书。。。

但。。。书本也要有自己的个性啦。。。

像那种。。。数学书。。。

它会把我的失眠症治疗成更严重的缺眠症。。。

若是化学书。。。

我会发闷而继续躺在床上失眠。。。

若是生物书。。。那就不一样。。。

但。。。我所谓的生物书。。。并非课本。。。

而是纯生物书。。。就像我一样纯的。。。 ~.~

哈哈。。。

读着读着。。。累了就继续睡。。。

看书能平静心情。。。摆脱忧郁。。。

这种经历。。。真的再也幸福不过了。。。

因为我本身就很喜欢夜深人静的时候。。。

这种感觉很平静。。。很温暖。。。

但开学过后就不能这样了。。。

否则我就会变成第二代“模你脚”小姐了。。。

想到快开学。。。

就想要大声叹气。。。唉。。。

还有9个月。。。才毕业。。。

希望万事顺利。。。 :)

一月。。。

不知不觉中。。。UPPER SIX的生活已过了一个月。。。

考试就快来临了。。。而我。。。依然还是提不起劲来。。。

首先，要预祝大家新年快乐，万事如意！

新年的气氛一年比一年更少。。。

而我。。。今年也很悲惨地在新年的时候。。。被逼温习功课。。。

无可奈何。。。今年的情人节。。。我必须与我的课本度过。。

很疯狂的。。。考试竟然就在情人节!

真的是毕生难忘的情人节。。。呵呵。。。

读中六快一年了。。。

发现到中六其实不会很难。。。只是。。。要懂得东西。。。真的是多到。。。

太多太多的东西要懂。。。而我。。。都不懂要去先懂那些。。。

唉。。。但我还是有发现到。。。

我有明显地变勤劳一些。。。 >.<

再来。。。说到各科目吧。。。

下次考试。。。我只希望数学能及格过关。。。

考了2次试。。。我的数学一。。。从来都没及格过。。。

希望这一次会不一样！

呵呵。。。其他的科目。。。随波逐流吧。。。

只要3.0以上就好了。。。

新年过后又要开始赶课程了。。。

希望一切顺利。。。

因为这一次。。。我必须努力不懈直到年尾了。。。

大家加油！

MUET End of year 2011...

Test Component	Maximum Score	Obtained Score
LISTENING	45	38
SPEAKING	45	18
READING	120	83
WRITING	90	59
AGGREGATED SCORE	300	198

BAND ACHIEVED : 4

This is my MUET 2011 result... quite sad with my speaking... what i expected is a very good result from speaking test... but who knows? I obtained such a bad result...

Anyway... i wont retake MUET anymore... i think i am more suitable to be in band 4 rather than band 5... i understand which category that i was supposed to belong...

Now... is time to fully focused on STPM...

Goodbye MUET~

2012...

IMPORTANT YEAR!

-Apocalypse

-Olympics

and more importantly...

STPM 2012!

乐观地面对绝望。。。

今天在公园里头碰见了我的“前化学老师”。。。

我们聊了一下。。。之后。。。我便跌入了绝望的谷底里。。。

>.<

猜猜看我们聊得是啥？

没错。。。就是聊那个。。。

那个。。。什么？？是那个啦。。。

是哪个？就是那个!

那个让我想的头昏脑胀的。。。升学！

唉。。。在马来西亚。。。

无可奈何。。。要取得一个好的科系。。。

真的不容易。。。

医药，药剂，牙科。。。来生再见了。。。

我们这辈子无缘了。。。

老师告诉了我。。。非土族升学的绝望性。。。

那个不行。。。这个不行。。。

这个要那个。。。我没有。。。

那个要这个。。。我也没有。。。

他们有的。。。。我都没有。。。

唉。。。人生还是不要太怨天尤人。。。

这样只会让自己更难过。。。更伤心。。。

乐观的接受这个“残酷”的现实：

“全部好的科系。。。90%给大学预备班的学生；

而剩余的科系。。。则留给我们这些中六的考生。。。”

算了啦。。。我其实也比较喜欢动物的（可能是在自我安慰吧？）。。。

但。。。读出来。。。好像不怎么吃香哦。。。

其实我心里早就有想读的科系。。。

只是。。。不晓得家人和老师会不会支持我去读。。。

有时候。。。真的要感谢挫折。。。

或许有了挫折。。。我才懂得去珍惜。。。去改善命运。。。

相信自己。。。只要没饿死。。。

活着就已经算还好了。。。

STPM 2012

2012 is coming soon... and this will be the year that i am going to take STPM examination...

just a daydreaming result... haha... how nice if i would get the result like this...

anyway... dream is no longer a dream as long as you...

dream less...

talk less...

think less...

but...

study more...

do more...

and revise more...

haha...

anyway... next year... things will getting harder and harder...

is time to get serious for the next morning...

new day... new person...

and eventually...

NEW YEAR!