End...

Officially announced... i am no longer a Pre-U student...
Who am i then? yes... i am going to be a University student... :)

Well, it's kinda late now... but i can't sleep properly...
That's why i am here... :D
Actually, i wish to write this passage for quite long time ago...
But i just start to write it for now... as i am getting some kinda rusty after STPM...
Heyhey!

Well... after STPM... my only feeling for this exam is... MATHS is tough!
I wish things can be better than what i expected when i acquired my result..
I've already tried my best... so... just forget about it...
Now... I am going to start my moldy holiday for approximately 9 months!

What should i do during this holiday?
or what can i do? i was still wondering... when i get it, i will tell ya?
Anyway... i am going to Kuala Lumpur for this thursday...
Wish I could discover a lot and a lot of things that i desire to purchase for at there...


To Be Continued...

Gummy Dummy...

It's 3:00a.m. and i couldn't sleep... 
it doesn't mean that i am not sleepy...
yes i do... and i feel EXTREMELY DROWSY... 
but my mind just can't get enough rest...

Suprisingly, i am backed to here again :)
Not much to mention, but just to update my blog...
As you can see, the table below shows the timetable for the papers that i haven't take...
I am very relaxed, you see... that's why i am here! haha


29 NOVEMBER 2012 2:00-4:30 BIOLOGY 2

3 DISEMBER 2012 2:00-5:00 MATHEMATICS T 1

5 DISEMBER 2012 8:00-10:00 PENGAJIAN AM 1

6 DISEMBER 2012 8:00-11:00 MATHEMATICS T 2

              2:00-3:45 CHEMISTRY 1

Tomorrow will be my Biology paper 2, i wish everything could be fine...
finish 3 papers already, i think i've already tried my best...
Hope i can get the best too :)

Anyway, my mind just can't get enough rest since i keep on thinking for what to do for the next day...
but during the next day, i just can't fulfill the task that i set for myself...
and this happen almost everyday...
my life's kinda gummy dummy during the examination...
as you can see, doing is so much better than thinking and planning    :(

Well, guess i need to stop here...
All the best for you all :)
STPM's going to end soon... YAHOOO!!!!
7 days left!!

p/s: i was too relax and i wish the exam can gimme some pressure but not gimme a break!!

ETR for STPM 2012
Pengajian Am   B+
Mathematics T   B
Chemistry   A-
Biology   A-

Wish i could achieve this ETR!

Beginning of October...

September ended... what will be coming next?

Well, today was mid-autumn festival... as usual...
i celebrated this special day with my family and relatives...
it is a real nice day though... appreciable moments...
as perhaps this would be my final year to be in my hometown to celebrate mid-autumn festival...
i wonder next year where would i be?

Meanwhile, today was the last day for september...
tomorrow will be 1st day for october...
a new month... a new beginning and a new chapter...
for my study status... currently i just settled one subject... e.g. Chemistry...
from october onward... i need to tackle another 3 subjects...
in which 2 i am quite weak in...
i wish i could overcome this herculean task...
so that my further path would be smoother...
as form 6 has trained me to get stronger... more mature... and more tolerant and rational...

Anyway... there is only 1 more month left for me to stay in my school...
i will be graduated so soon...
When i think of this merry news... i would get elated and excited...
Haha... can't wait for that day to come...
Anyway...
Not much days left for STPM to approach...

I am quite ambivalent...
I wish the time passes in faster way... so that i can get graduated...
But at the same time... i wish the time stays longer...
so that i would have more times to study...
So ridiculous huh? Haha...

Guess this would be my last passage before STPM finished...
Well... November would be a month that is fulled with exams...
Wish everything can be alright...
take care... all my friends! :)
Have a good time in october...

58 days...

58 days left... officially announced as the 1st day of STPM 2012 exam...
The timetable for STPM 2012 is as follow...


19 NOVEMBER 2012 PENGAJIAN AM 2
20 NOVEMBER 2012 BIOLOGY 1
21 NOVEMBER 2012 CHEMISTRY 2
29 NOVEMBER 2012 BIOLOGY 2
3 DECEMBER 2012 MATHEMATICS T 1
5 DECEMBER 2012 PENGAJIAN AM 1
6 DECEMBER 2012 MATHEMATICS T 2, CHEMISTRY 1

Quite suprising huh? the arrangement for the timetable is damn weird...
i am really speechless to comment about a single thing...

Anyway, my trial result declared... it is not a satisfactory result...
I really need to work harder... at least try my best to score for highest during the real STPM exam...
so that only i could apply for the courses that i aimed for...
This time... my obtained result was as follow...


PENGAJIAN AM   C+    
MATHEMATICS T D
CHEMISTRY     A-
BIOLOGY A-  

My maths sucks huh?
improving... improving... haha...
Well, next time u will see it turns better...
in STPM... hehe!
i am coming STPM 2012!
All the best for everyone who's taking exam for this year :)

Ultimately... trial...

Finally... my form 6 life is going to come to an end...
What i need to face for now... is only trial and real STPM exam...

Time flies... now august is going to come to an end...
Form 6 syllabus finished about 95%...
Practical done, Mathematics done, General paper done, Biology done...
The only subject left is Chemistry...

What i've experienced for so far is... form 6 never be tough...
just the only thing is... we need to be very hardworking...
as the syllabus was too wide... we need to spend a lot of times for that...
Now... i am going to face my trial exam which will be on this 26 AUGUST...
i wish everything would be fine...
as i still got a lot to study...
Chemistry, Biology, Mathematics, General Paper...
i think i only finish 1% of revision for them...
Hehe...
But i never be tension...
i wish i could be tension a little bit... so that i would study harder =.=||
anyway... i'll try my best for that...

Gladly, i still have around 1 more months to stay at chung hwa...
after this i'll be full of liberty and my hair... can keep it longer already! Yahooo~~~
Good luck, everybody...
I am approching, STPM!
94 days left :)

Approaching...

Time goes forward, but never reverse...

I just can't believe that, now's the end of july...
Time passes too fast, and i was unable to chase...

Syllabus processing quite okay... 
just Chemistry...
still got organic and inorganic Chemistry left...

In term of confidence,
for Chemistry, should be no problem...
for Biology, quite okay, just too much to study...
for General Paper, need to have more practice...
while Mathematics T, i guess it is half dead...
i guess i need to spend more time in maths after the syllabus is completed...

Recently, friends of mine who's pursuing stpm is getting less and less...
esp. science stream... some of them went to ipg, some of them went to spa and etc.
i wish all of them good luck...
stpm candidates are getting less and less...
i wish this year stpm result won't the worst in decade...

Meanwhile, upu and usm results annouced recently...
the results are not as good as expected...
most of my seniors, esp. stpm graduated students...
who're expected to get critical courses like medicine, pharmacy, dentistry...
don't even get a shit thing...
for instance, last year chung hwa top students...
who obtained 3.92 for her stpm 2012
just acquired Biotechnology in Sabah...
she should get those glamour field isn't it?
but who knows?
just because we need to compete with matriculation students...
we can't even get the glamour courses that we dreamed for...
no matter how diligent are we...
quite desperate huh?
i just can't imagine how about my batch...
even though i didn't aim for those kind of courses...

No matter how, i will still perform the best of me in stpm exam...
don't think at the results... as long as i tried my best...
anyway... i am interested with microbiology, parasitology, forensic science and chemistry for recent time...
i would aim for those kind of courses...
even though it is not as glamour as medical field...
but these are my interests... who cares?
just cheers :)

p/s: congratz to yang and han whose obtained pharmacy and chemical engineering respectively for their degree study! Next year i wish all of you would congratz me like this too okay? if only if i obtained the courses that i desired for :)

Results...

This is my overall result for taking 4 times exam...the most vivid and well-improved result would be maths-t...
the others... does not really show improvement but worse than previous time...
anyway... finally my cgmp goes up... so glad for that :)
i am on my way to 3.0 and above!

A New Beginning...

After MAY... June... can consider as a new semester... 
Lower six students will enter... real exam comes nearer and nearer...

What i can say for now is... times FLY...
I can't really chase the time... i was too slow... perhaps...
Now... i am revising CHEMISTRY... because of the nightmare that i had during APRIL...
I hope next time... i was able to climb up the ladder for a better grade in CHEMISTRY...

Now, i would like to talk about the syllabus left (that the teachers haven't teach)...
General paper... no comment...
Mathematics T... Differentiation, Integration, Vectors and Differential Equation left...
Chemistry... almost finish Physical Chemistry... just Thermochemistry left... then Organic Chemistry (10 chapters) and Inorganic Chemistry...
Biology... just finish Physiology... will enter Genetics later on... the chapters left would be Genetics, Evolution, Ecology...
There're still quite a lot ya? I hope... the syllabus is able to be finished before STPM...
Let's keep the momentum up everybody... together we can achieve this... :)

Finish EXAM...

Fuhhh... finally... i finished my second evaluation...
guess what will i obtain for the 4 subjects?

For this time exam, i didn't prepare well...
and when i go into the hall for taking the exam... i know what's going to happen next...
the worst subject would be CHEMISTRY... i didn't finish the syllabus that's going to be asked...
Ksp... i got all wrong... because i skipped that part when i revising...
Essays... teacher complaint about me cause i wrote too much unrelevant things...
Eventually... i get a B for my CHEMISTRY... how sad... i never get this bad before...
Come on... at least give me a B+... last time i used to obtain A- then B+ then... Zzzz

Anyway... my MATHEMATICS shows some improvements... from D upgrade to C+ (1.33 to 2.33)...
quite happy with that... i believe i can do better if i am more meticulous...
for the other 2 subjects... it is not distributed yet still... but i believe... it is going to be bad...
basically... cause i am not well-prepared... secondly... cause i never show initiative to improve it...
I hope next time... i will be better for all the 4 subjects!

i will try again and again... and i will start doing my preparation for STPM...
It is MAY now...there's still 6 MONTHS left for STPM to come...
Keep this momentum up everybody... esp. STPM candidates...

P/S: Happy graduated for my friends... FAT YANG and HAN...
Hope you two can acquire the courses that you two would like to study...
i am going to graduate too... but after 5 more months... :)

Finishing...

Finally... i've done my dissection practical provided with the report...

i just don't like to do this kind of experiment... basically, it is too cruel for me...

secondly, it has awful view and smell... thirdly, we need to draw...

I am not good in drawing, that's why i hate it so much... and...

We need to spend approximately 3 hours to finish the report...

Finish dissection practical, then come again another ecology practical which will be conducted during MAY holiday...

and this will be the last compulsory practical for Biology... i am so glad for this...

Chemistry... there's about 8 compulsory practical left... i hope it can be completed as soon as possible... so i can relieve myself...

Exam steps nearer and nearer to me... and still i am not well-prepared...

I hope everything can be fine after this...

for cocurriculum, i wish it can stop as soon as possible so i can fully concentrate on academic...

Times fly, without stop...

Lower 6 is going to enter the school so soon... during that time... the time will go faster than expected!

i still have 6 more months left for graduate and 218 days left for STPM!

I just can't believe that... i am going to be university student so soon...

so... which university student will i be?

难度 ★ ★ ★ ★ ★

终于。。。终于。。。我领悟到了STPM的难处。。。

其实它并不是真的很难。。。只是。。。它包含的范围太广大了。。。

四月的考试。。。是FULL PAPER。。。真期待看看我会考个什么回来 =.=

哎。。。我还有堆积如山的课业还没复习。。。

生物17课，化学(PHYSICAL和INORGANIC)，数学12课。。。

听似很少，看似很少，但读的时候。。。真的是多到。。。

我都不懂该从哪里开始啊~怎么办。。。

但。。。只要想到我6个月后就毕业。。。真的是HAPPY到。。。

还没考STPM前我就已经在PLAN以后该读那个科系了呢。。。

哈哈。。。。我是不是该做的却又不去做。。。该想的却又不去想。。。

却只会在这里幻想“未来”。。。哈哈。。。

我得去K书了。。。大家加油。。。

P/S:

今天刚听到一个很令人难过的消息。。。

曾经教过我科技英文的老师。。。刚刚撞车去世了。。。

“老师。。。即使您已离开我们，但您的精神永远都与我们同在。

回忆如此灿烂，因为曾经有你的出现，安息吧！老师。。。”

STPM 2011... then?

STPM 2011 result released... i could see some of my seniors were so happy...

and some... were so down...

next year will be my turn...

what will i get? what would be my reaction after receiving the result?

well... basically... let's talk about the STPM result which was just annouced by today...

in my school...

there was no one obtain 4 flags for this year... highest would be 3.92...

guess what subject is the KILLER?

ya... you are right... it is BIOLOGY...

most of the candidates were killed by BIOLOGY...

there is no one get A for BIOLOGY this year...

i have gone through STPM 2011 BIOLOGY paper...

i think it is not tough... but why did this happened?

perhaps the range of the mark to get A for BIOLOGY was damn HIGH~

or the scheme of marking was too STRICT?

hardly expected... i hope next year will be better...

for the other subject, like MATHEMATICS T... the results are quite good... more than 10 people score A i think...

CHEMISTRY... better than previous year... about 6 people score A...

GENERAL PAPER... very good... 68 people score A and A- for this year :)

anyway... congratz for those who obtain high pointer for STPM result...

and for those who get the result which are not so satisfied... please cheer up...

you can be better after this... as long as you are willing to be :)

STPM 2011 lasted until today... next will be my turn... STPM 2012...

i am on my way...

Alien?!!

Am i alien?

i am always, the abandoned one...

i am always, the isolated one...
i am always, the forgotten one...
i am always, the invincible one...

How sad huh? when you see what i've been written...

Anyway, i never feel so...

This is my fate, my destiny...

I never feel like want to change anything... because i prefer to be isolated, abandoned and forgotten...

I do trust the power of NATURE...

I believe... the best way to be happy is to let things be natural...

Just because of nature then only we do survive, right?

Do not change the nature...

If you do... then you are no more who you are...

Be who you are and proud to be who you are...

Trust me, i never feel sad... really...

失眠。。。

近来我都很早醒。。。不知是何缘故。。。

经常都发噩梦而被惊醒。。。而且每次都在凌晨四五点的时候。。。

而这时候的我。。。无可奈何。。。惟有。。。

我发现我最近都很喜欢看书。。。

严重怀疑自己得了不轻的恋书症。。。

每次只要失眠。。。我就会K书。。。

但。。。书本也要有自己的个性啦。。。

像那种。。。数学书。。。

它会把我的失眠症治疗成更严重的缺眠症。。。

若是化学书。。。

我会发闷而继续躺在床上失眠。。。

若是生物书。。。那就不一样。。。

但。。。我所谓的生物书。。。并非课本。。。

而是纯生物书。。。就像我一样纯的。。。 ~.~

哈哈。。。

读着读着。。。累了就继续睡。。。

看书能平静心情。。。摆脱忧郁。。。

这种经历。。。真的再也幸福不过了。。。

因为我本身就很喜欢夜深人静的时候。。。

这种感觉很平静。。。很温暖。。。

但开学过后就不能这样了。。。

否则我就会变成第二代“模你脚”小姐了。。。

想到快开学。。。

就想要大声叹气。。。唉。。。

还有9个月。。。才毕业。。。

希望万事顺利。。。 :)

一月。。。

不知不觉中。。。UPPER SIX的生活已过了一个月。。。

考试就快来临了。。。而我。。。依然还是提不起劲来。。。

首先，要预祝大家新年快乐，万事如意！

新年的气氛一年比一年更少。。。

而我。。。今年也很悲惨地在新年的时候。。。被逼温习功课。。。

无可奈何。。。今年的情人节。。。我必须与我的课本度过。。

很疯狂的。。。考试竟然就在情人节!

真的是毕生难忘的情人节。。。呵呵。。。

读中六快一年了。。。

发现到中六其实不会很难。。。只是。。。要懂得东西。。。真的是多到。。。

太多太多的东西要懂。。。而我。。。都不懂要去先懂那些。。。

唉。。。但我还是有发现到。。。

我有明显地变勤劳一些。。。 >.<

再来。。。说到各科目吧。。。

下次考试。。。我只希望数学能及格过关。。。

考了2次试。。。我的数学一。。。从来都没及格过。。。

希望这一次会不一样！

呵呵。。。其他的科目。。。随波逐流吧。。。

只要3.0以上就好了。。。

新年过后又要开始赶课程了。。。

希望一切顺利。。。

因为这一次。。。我必须努力不懈直到年尾了。。。

大家加油！

MUET End of year 2011...

Test Component	Maximum Score	Obtained Score
LISTENING	45	38
SPEAKING	45	18
READING	120	83
WRITING	90	59
AGGREGATED SCORE	300	198

BAND ACHIEVED : 4

This is my MUET 2011 result... quite sad with my speaking... what i expected is a very good result from speaking test... but who knows? I obtained such a bad result...

Anyway... i wont retake MUET anymore... i think i am more suitable to be in band 4 rather than band 5... i understand which category that i was supposed to belong...

Now... is time to fully focused on STPM...

Goodbye MUET~

2012...

IMPORTANT YEAR!

-Apocalypse

-Olympics

and more importantly...

STPM 2012!